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Senin, 30 Agustus 2010

Cinta yang ku tahu ..

Pagi yang kelabu . wewangian basa baru saja ditebarkan hujan subuh tadi . reyna keluar dari villa dan duduk di halaman menghadap danau yang terbentang indah tiada batas . sama persis dengan fikiran reyna yang tiada batas . mengajaknya melanglang buana mengingat kisah masa lalunya. diangkatnya kedua kakinya dan didekap erat kedua lututnya mulailah fikiran nya terbang ke jarum jam 11.30 tepat pada tanggal 27 juni 2008 .
"rey , mama mau ngomong ."kata mamanya datar dan mengajak rey duduk di sampingnya.
rey tersenyum simpul melihat kedua orangtua nya duduk dengan anteng . aneh banget . seringai rey yang kemudian menuruti suruhan mama nya .
"kenapa ma ?"
"mama dan papa akan bercerai!"sangat datar . hampir tanpa ekspresi . enteng sekali sepertinya kata-kata laknat itu di ucapkan mama rey.
rey terkejut.tanpa sepatah kata . tanpa ekspresi .rey seperti di sambar kilat yang menyebabkan stroke akut.perlahan di arahkannya mata mungil nya itu . "hahaha..."tawa rey membahana . tidak seperti kedua orang tua nya yang terkejut melihat tingkah rey.
"ini bukan saatnya tertawa, rey . mama dan papa ingin meminta persetujuan kamu ."sergah mamanya yang memberhentikan tawa rey .
"dan ini juga bukan saat nya membuat hati rey rusak dan berantakan ma , pa!" bentak rey dengan mata yang memerah dan berair .
dengan wajah murka papa rey membuka mulutnya perlahan dn memulai mengeluarkan suara."papa lakukan ini untuk kebaikan kita semua .terutama untuk kebaikan kamu rey.KEBAIKAN KAMU REYNA !"
"kebaikan rey ? what for pa ? you tell me this is for the best , so tell me why iam in tears ? why ? papa itu ngga ngerti apa yang reyna rasain . reyna itu pingin punya keluarga utuh seperti temen-temen reyna yang lain . yang kemana-mana selalu bersama papa mama nya .yang pulang pergi sekolah nya dianter mama papa nya . yang mama papa nya selalu ada di belakang mereka ketika mereka down dengan semua keadaan . mama sama papa itu ngga ngerti apa-apa tentang kebaikan reyna . kebaikan dan kebahagian reyna itu ya mama sama papa , bukan kayak gini !"sentak reyna .
mama dan papa rey mulai menundukkan kepala mereka dengan topangan tangan di kepala mereka .mereka mulai merasa bersalah .
"tapi ini harus kami lakukan demi kebaikan kita semua."tegas ego seorang ayah.
mata reyna mulai memerah , kepalanya perlahan mengangkat dan menantang kedua mata orangtua nya."pergi dan jangan kembali!"bentak reyna dan mulai berjalan penuh dendam menuju pintu depan .
reyna menggeleng-gelengkan kepalanya . mulai sadar dari lamunan kelamnya. dan mulai menatap kosong kedepan .tepat ke depan danau yang hijau membentang di ujung ibu pertiwi.di lihatnya gelombang kecil menggulung danau mengikuti alunan irama alam kota lembang .
reyna kini hanya hidup di temani dengan seorang bibi pengurus villa papa nya.Ia lebih memilih pergi dan tidak tinggal di antara kedua orangtuanya.meskipun ia di ajak tinggal bersama papanya di amerika dan memulai kehidupan baru lagi . tapi ia menolak. ia lebih memilih hidup sendiri untuk mulai melupakan kehidupan kelam nya selama tinggal bersama kedua orangtua nya. kini takkan ada lagi senyuman reyna untuk dunia ini.kini takkan ada lagi cinta untuk dunia ini . reyna yang ceria , reyna yang selalu tersenyum setiap memulai pagi kini telah musnah.ia memulai hidup nya di kota lembang ini dengan penuh kebencian . kebencian dan dendam nya untuk cinta tidak pernah berhenti . membuatnya tidak pernah dan akan percaya cinta.

bersambung ...

Jumat, 27 Agustus 2010

kesendirian ..


apakah pernah merasakan "KESENDIRIAN" ?

suatu keadaan yang paling menyiksa kehidupan ..

bergumul dalam lorong kesunyian..

tenggelam aku dalam kesepian ..


sekarang yang aku butuhkan hanya oksigen yang kau hirup ..

untuk membawa ku meniti keajaiban hidup ..

yang mampu membawaku ke nirwana yang tertutup ..

oleh ke-EGO-an kalian ..

aku mencoba melawan semua nafas kebencian ini ..

yang mampu menghadirkan dendam yang begitu mendalam ..


alangkah bahagianya mereka yang merasa kan kebersamaan yang tidak pernah aku rasakan ..

kebersamaan keluarga ..

keriuhan tetangga ..

keceriaan sahabat ..

kesetiaan seorang lelaki ..

dan ..

kejujuran hati ..

pun sulit untuk aku nyatakan ..

karna terlalu munafik setiap hembusan nafas yang ku keluarkan ..

terlalu sulit untuk aku menciptakan sebuah kepercayaan ..

kepada seseorang yang aku sayangi ..

mama .. papa .. pernahkah terfikir oleh kalian , betapa SEPI nya hidup anak mu ini .?



Kamis, 19 Agustus 2010

GUE MAU BANGED

gue pengen banget ketemu sama 3 aktor yang super duper di idola in sama orang-orang korea . bukan hanya karna tampang nya tapi akting nya yang yahut banget yang pantes banget di kasih 2 jempol .

KIM NAM GIL


Profile (BIODATA)
• Name : Han Lee
• Hangul : 이한
• Real Name : Nam-gil Kim (김남길)
• Birth Date : March 13, 1981
• Birth place : South Korea
• Education : Myongji University
• Height : 184cm
* Weight : 70kg
* Star sign : Pisces

Movie (Film)
• The Day Before... | Pokpungjoenya (2009) - Su-in
• Handphone (2009) - cameo
• A Portrait of a Beauty | Miindo (2008)
• Public Enemy 3 (2008)
• Modern Boy (2008)
• No Regret Huhwihaji anha (2006) - Song Jae-min
• Don't Look Back Nae cheongchun-ege goham (2006)

Television
• The Great Queen Seondeok | Seondeok Yeowang (MBC / 2009)
• When Spring Comes (2007)
• Several Questions That Make Us Happy | Woorereul Haengbok Hake Myeot Kaji Chilmun (KBS2 / 2007)
• Lovers | Yeonin (SBS / 2006)
• Good Bye, Solo (2006)
• Sweet Buns | 단팥빵 (MBC / 2004)











Profile

  • Name: 유승호 / Yoo Seung Ho
  • Nickname: Little So Ji Sub
  • Birthdate: 1993-Aug-17
  • Profession: Actor and model
  • Star sign: Leo
  • Blood type: A
  • Family: Older sister

TV Series

Movies

JOO JI HOON



Profile

  • Name: 주지훈 / Joo Ji Hoon (Ju Ji Hun)
  • Real name: Ju Young Hoon
  • Profession: Model and actor
  • Birthdate: 1982-May-16
  • Birthplace: South Korea
  • Height: 187cm
  • Weight: 68kg
  • Star sign: Taurus

TV Series

Movies


coba deh , kalian liat wajah nya lekat-lekat , tenang banget yah . seperti tanpa beban . seperti orang yang selalu melihat ke depan . mereka seperti yang menjadi sebuah panutan . dalam kehiduPAN ...

so sebut mereka KIM YOO JO ..

Kamis, 12 Agustus 2010

A LITTLE BIT MY PRIVACY

yvonne michelle chen , that was the name had my parents gave fifteen years ago exactly in twenty third of january in nineteen ninety five . i was born as the first child in the modest family .
the first year ...
i was live like as doing another children . i had a father . his name is Tjendra Susanto . he is chinesse.he is a good father i ever had in this world.he is very fat .he had not too tall body , white skin , pointed nose , slant eyes , and a cubby chick.i always remembered is and never let to forgotten, he always to carry me in his stomavh. (hahaha) .he is a very royal people . when i was child , he always invited me to many place for children.he treated me as doing princess in his palace.that was the worth everlastin' in my life .
And now ,i would to tell you about the REAL princess in my life . she is my mother . the strong women i ever met...
the greatest symphony always pronounced from her.the naughty weping of mine ,won't be her suffering . the holy and soft handwas to lift this body.she willing give her body and soul and overall of her life for me.she always made me believed that theres nothin' in this world i can't be.

i got thanks to Allah for the modest family , i had.this the present was worth and very worth i ever had . THANKS ALLAH ...

the second year ...
" we divorced " i never falt to hear that . never . never .but im very not sure if those world to pronounced from my parents mouth .

the third year ...

fourth ...

fifth ...

sixth ...

seventh ...

eighth ...

to past nothing my fathers ... they TRUE to divorced ...
it likes klimaks in my life. i fact , i was still brat , fragile , and weak to felt that . i don't knew , they too fast to decided to separated . they don't knew , at the moment my life was changed . i grew up without LOVE . my father was gone . i never knew where did he go ! my mother was began to abroad.she willing worked full day just to cost our life . since that , my mother to entrusted me with my grandma in Lampung Tengah. she just to send a cost our life . and once-six month she visited me . every night im in tears. to cried just for my life complicated.i always inquire to Allah,"why my life was very different with other guys ?"."why i must back to school and back from school always lonely ?didn't like another guy ! they're always with their parents !"i think , i just grew up with ENVIOUS and their EGO !!

the ninth year ...
my mother was married again with other him . i knew it can made something different in my life.but i sure he can gave a brand new start in my mother life .
I BELIEVED THAT !!!
my mom and my step father live in tangerang . after one year , they had a daughter .that mean , i had a step sister . he names Vinisa Divania . very pretty.many people said , she was to look like me .we had a similarity , that was "flat nose!!"(haha).and the second year , they had a son .and that mean , i had a step brother . his names Muhammad Juan Akbar .very handsome.he had a pointed noe , not like his sisters.(haha).the third and fourth years , my mom was still same like long ago . but the fifth yer till now , my mom already didn't justice again . she didn't like earlier, that always caring me . but now is "missing!".missing like t swallowed earth!dissappear like ghost !she's too cares her children than me ! and now she's to COMPLITE my loneliness!nothing father!nothing mother!

8 february 2007 ...
my granma was R.I.P ...
the one people was caried me was gone . my life was like nothing power !! one by one , the people who im loving , gone to leaved me !! and now i lived with my aunt in bandar lampung . Nurhasanah , the one people who always foster me from baby till now .( thanks Allah for give me aunt).but she still not my mother . many loved who was she gave , nothing similar like love of my parents !!
I SURE THAT!!!
my aunt was a step mother in her family . she was married with widower who had a seven child.im very suffering to felt that . my life very curved . cause her husband child didin"t precious me and my aunt present . in fact , my aunt very honest to loved they . they treats my aunt like maid servant . im very pitty with my aunt . but im verry pitty why i must presented this complicated family !

the tenth yaer till now ...

i hope my life was better when i met a best friends .i could forgotten if my life was complicated. but im falt ! had a moment i could enjoyed that friendship but at the moment i couldn't enjoyed.many problem was appear in my friendship . like my family , many my friends always made me down . like a phobia im socked had afriends . but i now , can't through the hurt . life must go on . and life is struggle. i must keep smile. i must willing about my friendship. imust willing that my life not like other guy. cause i believe , nothing imposible to the willing heart !

and i still loving you, mom and dad ! and you still was my parents ! i wish you could know !
mom : you're my princess in my life ! no one can changes your position in my heart !
dad : till now,i always miss you!
i always remembered your faces , cause i scared , i can to forget your faces!i hope you come back ! im still waiting you!cause you're always my father!no one can changes your position in my heart !

MAMA & PAPA I LOVE YOU !!

JALAN GARDENA II ,NO.19 PERUM GM,YUKUM JAYA , LAMPUNG TENGAH .

Minggu, 08 Agustus 2010



siapakah orang orang yang sedang berpegang erat itu ...?
mengapa tak satu pun mereka memunculkan sedikit wajah nya .?

Sabtu, 07 Agustus 2010

SEKELUMIT HOBBY YANG MENYENANGKAN



YOO SEUNG HOO :

  • Name: 유승호 / Yoo Seung Ho
  • Nickname: Little So Ji Sub
  • Birthdate: 1993-Aug-17
  • Profession: Actor and model
  • Star sign: Leo
  • Blood type: A
  • Family: Older sister
ini dia yang kedua . ganteng juga kan ? mari kita sebut dia oppa yoo . oppa yang terkenal dengan debutnya di TGQS ini mulai membuat jantung semua orang yang kalo ngeliat akting nya pada DAG..DIG..DUG.. JLEGERRRR .. tapi sumpah emang guanteng aslinya (widdih kayak udah perna liat aje) belum puas dia ngubuat para fans nya kesem-sem , dia maen drama baru lagi nih . GOD OF STUDY itu dia nem drama nya . udah pada nonton belum ni ? gue si uwiss ..keren banget tuh dia di situ (lagi-lagi keren)dia di situ jadi hwang baek hyun , cowok broken home yang kurang kasih sayang . tapi doi masih punya nenek yang care banget ma dia . gue saranin cepet nonton deh !! and jangan lupa beli CD nya di toko kaset terdekat (hehehe promosi nih )