the first year ...
i was live like as doing another children . i had a father . his name is Tjendra Susanto . he is chinesse.he is a good father i ever had in this world.he is very fat .he had not too tall body , white skin , pointed nose , slant eyes , and a cubby chick.i always remembered is and never let to forgotten, he always to carry me in his stomavh. (hahaha) .he is a very royal people . when i was child , he always invited me to many place for children.he treated me as doing princess in his palace.that was the worth everlastin' in my life .
And now ,i would to tell you about the REAL princess in my life . she is my mother . the strong women i ever met...
the greatest symphony always pronounced from her.the naughty weping of mine ,won't be her suffering . the holy and soft handwas to lift this body.she willing give her body and soul and overall of her life for me.she always made me believed that theres nothin' in this world i can't be.
i got thanks to Allah for the modest family , i had.this the present was worth and very worth i ever had . THANKS ALLAH ...
the second year ...
" we divorced " i never falt to hear that . never . never .but im very not sure if those world to pronounced from my parents mouth .
the third year ...
fourth ...
fifth ...
sixth ...
seventh ...
eighth ...
to past nothing my fathers ... they TRUE to divorced ...
it likes klimaks in my life. i fact , i was still brat , fragile , and weak to felt that . i don't knew , they too fast to decided to separated . they don't knew , at the moment my life was changed . i grew up without LOVE . my father was gone . i never knew where did he go ! my mother was began to abroad.she willing worked full day just to cost our life . since that , my mother to entrusted me with my grandma in Lampung Tengah. she just to send a cost our life . and once-six month she visited me . every night im in tears. to cried just for my life complicated.i always inquire to Allah,"why my life was very different with other guys ?"."why i must back to school and back from school always lonely ?didn't like another guy ! they're always with their parents !"i think , i just grew up with ENVIOUS and their EGO !!
the ninth year ...
my mother was married again with other him . i knew it can made something different in my life.but i sure he can gave a brand new start in my mother life .
I BELIEVED THAT !!!
my mom and my step father live in tangerang . after one year , they had a daughter .that mean , i had a step sister . he names Vinisa Divania . very pretty.many people said , she was to look like me .we had a similarity , that was "flat nose!!"(haha).and the second year , they had a son .and that mean , i had a step brother . his names Muhammad Juan Akbar .very handsome.he had a pointed noe , not like his sisters.(haha).the third and fourth years , my mom was still same like long ago . but the fifth yer till now , my mom already didn't justice again . she didn't like earlier, that always caring me . but now is "missing!".missing like t swallowed earth!dissappear like ghost !she's too cares her children than me ! and now she's to COMPLITE my loneliness!nothing father!nothing mother!
8 february 2007 ...
my granma was R.I.P ...
the one people was caried me was gone . my life was like nothing power !! one by one , the people who im loving , gone to leaved me !! and now i lived with my aunt in bandar lampung . Nurhasanah , the one people who always foster me from baby till now .( thanks Allah for give me aunt).but she still not my mother . many loved who was she gave , nothing similar like love of my parents !!
I SURE THAT!!!
my aunt was a step mother in her family . she was married with widower who had a seven child.im very suffering to felt that . my life very curved . cause her husband child didin"t precious me and my aunt present . in fact , my aunt very honest to loved they . they treats my aunt like maid servant . im very pitty with my aunt . but im verry pitty why i must presented this complicated family !
the tenth yaer till now ...
i hope my life was better when i met a best friends .i could forgotten if my life was complicated. but im falt ! had a moment i could enjoyed that friendship but at the moment i couldn't enjoyed.many problem was appear in my friendship . like my family , many my friends always made me down . like a phobia im socked had afriends . but i now , can't through the hurt . life must go on . and life is struggle. i must keep smile. i must willing about my friendship. imust willing that my life not like other guy. cause i believe , nothing imposible to the willing heart !
and i still loving you, mom and dad ! and you still was my parents ! i wish you could know !
mom : you're my princess in my life ! no one can changes your position in my heart !
dad : till now,i always miss you!
i always remembered your faces , cause i scared , i can to forget your faces!i hope you come back ! im still waiting you!cause you're always my father!no one can changes your position in my heart !
MAMA & PAPA I LOVE YOU !!
JALAN GARDENA II ,NO.19 PERUM GM,YUKUM JAYA , LAMPUNG TENGAH .
i got thanks to Allah for the modest family , i had.this the present was worth and very worth i ever had . THANKS ALLAH ...
the second year ...
" we divorced " i never falt to hear that . never . never .but im very not sure if those world to pronounced from my parents mouth .
the third year ...
fourth ...
fifth ...
sixth ...
seventh ...
eighth ...
to past nothing my fathers ... they TRUE to divorced ...
it likes klimaks in my life. i fact , i was still brat , fragile , and weak to felt that . i don't knew , they too fast to decided to separated . they don't knew , at the moment my life was changed . i grew up without LOVE . my father was gone . i never knew where did he go ! my mother was began to abroad.she willing worked full day just to cost our life . since that , my mother to entrusted me with my grandma in Lampung Tengah. she just to send a cost our life . and once-six month she visited me . every night im in tears. to cried just for my life complicated.i always inquire to Allah,"why my life was very different with other guys ?"."why i must back to school and back from school always lonely ?didn't like another guy ! they're always with their parents !"i think , i just grew up with ENVIOUS and their EGO !!
the ninth year ...
my mother was married again with other him . i knew it can made something different in my life.but i sure he can gave a brand new start in my mother life .
I BELIEVED THAT !!!
my mom and my step father live in tangerang . after one year , they had a daughter .that mean , i had a step sister . he names Vinisa Divania . very pretty.many people said , she was to look like me .we had a similarity , that was "flat nose!!"(haha).and the second year , they had a son .and that mean , i had a step brother . his names Muhammad Juan Akbar .very handsome.he had a pointed noe , not like his sisters.(haha).the third and fourth years , my mom was still same like long ago . but the fifth yer till now , my mom already didn't justice again . she didn't like earlier, that always caring me . but now is "missing!".missing like t swallowed earth!dissappear like ghost !she's too cares her children than me ! and now she's to COMPLITE my loneliness!nothing father!nothing mother!
8 february 2007 ...
my granma was R.I.P ...
the one people was caried me was gone . my life was like nothing power !! one by one , the people who im loving , gone to leaved me !! and now i lived with my aunt in bandar lampung . Nurhasanah , the one people who always foster me from baby till now .( thanks Allah for give me aunt).but she still not my mother . many loved who was she gave , nothing similar like love of my parents !!
I SURE THAT!!!
my aunt was a step mother in her family . she was married with widower who had a seven child.im very suffering to felt that . my life very curved . cause her husband child didin"t precious me and my aunt present . in fact , my aunt very honest to loved they . they treats my aunt like maid servant . im very pitty with my aunt . but im verry pitty why i must presented this complicated family !
the tenth yaer till now ...
i hope my life was better when i met a best friends .i could forgotten if my life was complicated. but im falt ! had a moment i could enjoyed that friendship but at the moment i couldn't enjoyed.many problem was appear in my friendship . like my family , many my friends always made me down . like a phobia im socked had afriends . but i now , can't through the hurt . life must go on . and life is struggle. i must keep smile. i must willing about my friendship. imust willing that my life not like other guy. cause i believe , nothing imposible to the willing heart !
and i still loving you, mom and dad ! and you still was my parents ! i wish you could know !
mom : you're my princess in my life ! no one can changes your position in my heart !
dad : till now,i always miss you!
i always remembered your faces , cause i scared , i can to forget your faces!i hope you come back ! im still waiting you!cause you're always my father!no one can changes your position in my heart !
MAMA & PAPA I LOVE YOU !!
JALAN GARDENA II ,NO.19 PERUM GM,YUKUM JAYA , LAMPUNG TENGAH .
